So, once upon a time I used this page to try to get over many losses...losses that haunt me to this day. I deleted all of it. I am not sure how I feel about that but I did. It was years worth of meandering and stumbling forward through my life just as I woke up from a time period of about a year and a half I cannot remember due to PTSD. Now, I face the hardest thing I will ever do and the most healing. I am going to have a baby.
So, once again I am here. What I hope to gain, I am not sure. Why I felt compelled to revive this site, I am not sure. All I know is I am here and we will see how it goes...
